No kiss for me this year

Workin new years baby.

When you realize it's time to move on, but you are so comfortable with where you're at, what do you do?
What is best for you, or easiest I wonder? I'm feeling a little bit lost here,
stuck in this bliss that seems to never have existed... I'm just not sure what is right,
am I just reacting, or is this the inevitable coming to throw my ducks out of alignment?
Who I am is this terribly pressing question that I can't seem to answer, and I just feel so...
vulnerable?
I care way too much, that I do know. It's pathetic really, and I need to stand on my own two feet.
I constantly crave change, so is this perhaps my desire for excitement and chaos
rearing it's ugly head? Is it even ugly?
I'm just a little confused.

I'm tired of feeling like a bad person.
So I quit.
It's your move now...
Are you gonna play?

Holy fuck it's christmas eve.

What in god's name happened?
And how did it happen so quickly?
And why doesn't my boyfriend want to spend it with me?
Ass bag.
I am really quite upset.
Merry fucking christmas world.
Please enjoy my tyrannical rants.

Holidays and family

are sooo emotionally draining

Oh how true...