Ohh to be young.

I sort of wish I had taken the other path through adolescence...

because maybe then I would have grown up a little slower, 

maybe then I would have learned to do things the right way instead of my own way.

Maybe if I had just taken a moment to slow down, and stop being so adult

I would be care free.

A different person,

but care free none the less. 

I wouldn't smoke

I would have a tattoo of a butterfly on my lower back

I would go to parties and get trashed at college like all my friends from growing up.

My parents would still be taking financial responsibility for me,

I would have a normal job to look forward to

with a normal life

and a normal husband

and probably kids too

I would listen to bands like Death Cab and Dave Matthew's 

I would drink from keg cups

and go to frat parties

I would work out excessively. 

I would be really in to Jesus,

and go to religious gatherings....

I mean I guess I'm not wishing all of this shit on myself, but I think it probably would have made my life, and it's events much easier.

I would have been beautiful but forgettable. 

With everything to look forward to

and minimal brains or will to think outside the box

I would have made better choices. 

I would have done so many things differently if I had known how I've limited myself.

.....

Or maybe not.

I mean, all of the bad things aside,

I have everything.