You told me what I wanted to hear, but I am nearly, quite certain you were genuine.
I avoided your eyes with everything inside of me,
I blushed and grinned like a small child.
You uttered that word again only moments later
and my heart started fluttering like a bird with a burning wing.
I know that's fucked up, but it was so wild and.......
fateful?
It was only the night prior that I lay there wondering if we thought the same
and just hours later you said it's name.
I know, don't you worry, There is more than enough time,
It's just so strange to me the timing of it all.
I only wish you might say it again
so that maybe I might be able to say it too
and not write silly little blogs with the hope that you understand my secret message.
God this is childish,
but that's the sort of disappointment my little heart can't take.
Just say that you read it if you want,
If you don't I will default to ignorance and we will carry on a while longer
in just the same (and fantastic) way we have.
I've probably stirred up some regret now, yeah?
Oh well.
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